Saturday, Jul. 12, 2014

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I am 'concerned' about placement. Sometimes writing really helps me to deal with things, and failure is definitely a thing. Everyone says that I am being too hard on myself but I am really crap.

My mentor is someone that takes their duty very seriously and as a third year I should know more than I do. I ruined a depot last week, I forgot to do the z track...in front of my mentor. I was just terrible. I know that I am not as bad as I appear though, which makes it all worse. I overheard that they're failing the first year student and I don;t think she's bad at all!

I just feel like shit.

New things - Monday, Jan. 26, 2015

feeling like shit. - Saturday, Jul. 12, 2014

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I'm so wise these days - Monday, Dec. 30, 2013

Sob story - Friday, Dec. 27, 2013

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